October 2009
21 posts
trying to maintain but i’m struggling
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it has been so nice to have company on days off work it really makes me dread work sometimes..
i am currently in a very blah mood… u_u
current mood:
n un
i had a rather social day today. had break w/ jodie, ate lunch w/ jason @ a tea place where coffee was $1 & it ended up smelling like shit…. met up w/ jodie again & drove around walnut/rowland then met up w/ megan & the 3 of us just chilled… did nothing but it was still fun~
work now ;_;
pissed off by the most minute of things
sometimes i get annoyed when people ask me why i like to dress up for school. for shopping. almost everything.. i don’t know what the universal definition of dressing up is but dressing up and dressing well (?) are NOT the same, i think. i believe i spend as little time choosing an outfit as anyone else, thank you very much. and why can’t i wear this jacket under another with a shirt...
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went to school, slept in music, slept in car, read lovely bones, skipped sociology, went home… alex’s birthday today, we went to what used to be ucc cafe & ate some odd, overly priced dishes but the tiramisu we got in the end was heeeaaavennnn… i can’t even describe. then we played at the pathfinder park in the rain which was so unromantic LOL. it really feels like we...
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i decided to get a bracelet today, after alice mentioned that the girl who works at the restaurant we went to recently had a bracelet at her arm! and i aspire to one day have this bracelet fit above my elbow as well. so i deem this circle of cheap metal my fat bracelet.
well my fat bracelet almost killed me today. already. cause i put it about mid-way up my lower arm and then when i was serving...
pic haul
a happy(ish.. kinda sorta teensy bit) jodie when we were doing her math hw
colorful yogurt @ yogurtland
my blaire waldorf look :-) of course, she doesn’t have my facial imperfections… called my face
a face i made out of pistachio nuts in anthropology… i would’ve done worse like taken the eyes & made goggles out of them but like you guys know, i got a reputation...
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all i wanted to do when i got home from work was jump into the couch and drown in the pile of blankets i strategically placed in the afternoon. much to my despair, when i open the door i see another person where i was supposed to be.
THIS WAS THE TIPPING POINT. *dundundun*
here’s to hoping no one reads this.
there’s so many things i’m hating about life right now, and this is...
116.5/120
1) music (sleep) 2) study anthro, sleep in car, worry about friend’s absence 3) sociology (finished documentary “the farm” about the guys in angola prison. i didn’t watch the end because i cried so much in the beginning with the dude whose pardon was rejected and the cutie pie old man with lung cancer preaching to his friends, i knew i’d sob if the last guy on...
message from my paranoia
i need to stop complaining about people never talking back to me when i randomly approach them because today i realized it actually kinda freaks me out when my forwardness brings out actual responses from the other party (haha, i sound so fake smart). i was at fresh & easy afterschool like always & at the sale section, there's this guy standing there & this convo emerges-
me: COOL, there's so many things here today!
him: big sandwich
me: i'm so excited!
him: about the big sandwich?
me: no, there's a lot of stuff here...
him: i go for the big sandwiches. you know what they say about big things?
me: merghahbhuehhumumumaios
him: what'd you say?
me: HAHAHAH YEA, cool! bye!
i walk away quickly & he proceeds to follow me
him: HEY! WHERE DO YOU GO TO SCHOOL? Mt sac?
me: herherhher YEAaaannnoo....
FUCKINNNNGGGGGSHIT! then i start to sprint away from this big, black dude that actually had the nerve to talk to me. and now i fear for my life at home, school and beyond. sure, he might just be a friendly, harmless chap but my brain refuses to accept that. which reminds me of the time i was at fresh and easy and i decided to talk about the different bags of popcorn to these other 2 fattish redneck/indian guys who also found incentive to follow me around the supermarket as well.. i guesss... damn, i have GOT to stop talking to strangers.
underwater photos
pretty~ all images from weheartit
HNEHEhehnehAHENhe
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i hate school still and forever and ever =(
mostly because i’m lazy and i forget to do my homework.
i wish i was a lovable bumpkin (i have no clue what that means) that everyone liked so i could have friends forever. and ever. well no.. even for a temporary point in my life (i.e. that class period) would be nice but unfortunately, i am just the lonesome asian girl that squats in the...
eating mooncake
yesterday was thursday where i had school and it was creepy and such as usual. ate lunch w/ jason & alice then went home. went to work. accidentally calculated the september special instead of the october. ;( went to stacys house. we were gna watch burn after reading but i fell asleep waiting for her to shower.
today was friday and i woke up after a weird dream about a department store,...
